[It’s a question Kirk has thought about before. He answers calmly]
Stay by Hernan’s side as long as he wants me to. I could take on a more supportive background role instead of being a frontlines Justice League member.
[It was the expected answer honestly. His hands continued to massage Kirk's shoulders.]
And if that happens in Etraya? You'll be human like many of us again. I guess there are perks to that like eating more than one kind of meal, sleeping during the night hours if you want and going out in the sun.
[Kirk nods. It would be nice to have even just one of those things again]
Technically, I can be awake during the day and be under sun now but given the sensitivities my body has, it’s best for me to be careful about how much I do it.
I assume that's also where you're most comfortable hunting. It's what you were used to back home, so why not here too?
[He made it sound reasonable and friendly. Vander had a lot of friends who were night owls and operated at night. There were a lot of elicit trades that did best when no one was looking after all.]
You know if you're hungry and not feeling it for deer, you can call me, right?
That's because I like you, Kirk. You're my friend.
[He did not want to have to spell it out, but he would. More than once if he had to. Kirk needed to hear it, especially if the previous friendship had gone so sour.]
Good, that's all that matters to me. That and your safety.
[In the end, he was a protector and he thought that aspects of Kirk needed to be protected, especially if the other man was hurting. He bowed his head and kissed the top of Kirk's crown.]
[Logically, it's rather silly. Vander was non-powered human while Kirk had special abilities that made him rather capable of protecting himself from many physical threats.
But despite having that thought, Kirk welcomes the kiss]
I know. You don't have to. I'm still okay.
[Well, as okay as anyone suffering from vampirism]
[It was silly, but that was the point too. He was invested in their friendship and that meant that all the protections that he extended everyone else went to Kirk as well. He protected in his own way, including keeping Kirk's hunger at bay.
If he was ever called upon to help, he would show up without question. He rested his forearms on Kirk's shoulders in a friendly gesture.]
I know I don't have to, Kirk. I want to. You can call on me for anything, okay? I'll be here for you.
[Kirk takes one of Vander's hands and kisses the back of it with just the barest hint of fang included]
I'll... try.
[No guarantees though. There's a beat as he continues to hold Vander's hand. He suppose he might as well get it over with]
I've mentioned before that I grew up in a small town. Most of the jobs available were manual labor. A lot of people's ideas for a fun time involved sports, church social events, hunting for fun, or whatever crap bored teenagers with a car can think of. So for a bookish and quiet introvert like myself, it was difficult to fit in with anyone. Even my parents were never sure what to do about me. Even now I feel like my father never liked me because I was more interested in the sciences than something more tangible like football or fixing cars.
[He continued to rest his chin on the top of Kirk's head, not wishing for his hand back especially after the hint of fang. Perhaps a warning that Kirk wanted to bite his wrist? No, not at all. His fingers curled to hold Kirk's hand in return when the conversation overturned to the reason he had been invited in the first place.
He listened intently, not entirely being able to relate. Yet, as a father, he actually could. He had the same issue with Powder, though she was dramatically younger by the time Vander left her life. Her interests did not match the other children as much and required special efforts on his part.]
That must have been lonely as a child and maybe even as a teen? Did you have any friends back then?
[Kirk continues to hold Vander's hand as a way to reassure himself and to keep going before he changed his mind again]
Not really. Heh. Though later in my teens, I did have my first girlfriend. It didn't work out but Francie and I stayed friends until we graduated high school. We had different interests and lost touch. Years later and after I transformed, I very briefly came back to my hometown. We talked until her husband decided to pick back up his old hobby of bullying me.
[And Kirk never visited Ellis again after that]
After I graduated high school, I moved out to Gotham. I went from a small town I had nothing in common with to one of the largest cities in the country that could offer me much more opportunities. I was smart enough to attend Gotham University on full scholarship and won plenty of financial aid.
[Vander's other arm moved off of Kirk's shoulder so he could wrap it around the other man's front in an act of support in the form of a one-armed hug. He nodded his chin against Kirk's head, considering the words and appreciating that the other man was trusting him with this information.]
Did you take issue with the husband taking up old habits?
[Ah yes, he had heard Kirk mention Gotham and it was not the first mention either. Jason Todd also mentioned Gotham, but it was different from Kirk's. Still, he imagined there were certain similarities in the make up of the city.]
Full scholarship, really? That's a massive opportunity.
[The way Kirk plainly responds and in his usual monotone strongly suggests he still doesn't regret that]
Moving to Gotham opened up a lot of possibilities for me. It was a fresh start. Suddenly, I wasn't the town freak anymore because there were plenty of others who wanted to explore what the sciences can do.
[Vander had thrown more than his fair share of people through windows and doors. That was the kind of neighborhood he had grown up in where keeping the peace often required stern action when people wouldn't back down.]
And you had other students with similar goals as you did. Suddenly you had people who didn't require sports to be popular.
Precisely. I was still far from being the life of a party but I didn't stick out as much anymore. Plenty of us wanted to intensively study, research, and experiment for our scientific interests.
[Kirk just very slightly tightens his grip on Vander]
That must have been very freeing to be around similar academics for the first time. Maybe not a social butterfly, but it must have felt like the future was open to you.
[He wondered if that was Viktor had felt like being pulled up from the undercity. He wouldn't be the first either, but mostly they worked across the bridge on and came back to the undercity and did not live in the golden city of progress.
He couldn't even imagine it honestly.]
Your future friends. [He could guess this was where the story was going based on the grip.]
I met Will first. Brilliant and was charismatic in a way that made it easy for anyone to like him. Another thing that was unlike me was he specialized in machines and engineering. He became my best friend.
[After Will betrayed him, Kirk wonders if Will ever saw him the same way. Or was it a lie the entire time the men knew each other]
Tina came later. I first knew her Will’s girlfriend. Also brilliant and charismatic. She was also always so kind and strong-headed.
[And should’ve been saved if Kirk had paid better attention]
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Date: 2025-07-01 09:44 pm (UTC)Stay by Hernan’s side as long as he wants me to. I could take on a more supportive background role instead of being a frontlines Justice League member.
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Date: 2025-07-01 09:49 pm (UTC)And if that happens in Etraya? You'll be human like many of us again. I guess there are perks to that like eating more than one kind of meal, sleeping during the night hours if you want and going out in the sun.
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Date: 2025-07-01 10:01 pm (UTC)Technically, I can be awake during the day and be under sun now but given the sensitivities my body has, it’s best for me to be careful about how much I do it.
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Date: 2025-07-01 10:14 pm (UTC)We can't have you with a nasty sunburn. You've just said you tend to hunt more at night back home.
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Date: 2025-07-01 10:29 pm (UTC)[Though not all of those reasons are related to his body’s sensitivities. Criminals were also easier to hunt whenever it was nighttime]
Even here, if I hunt for deer, it’s best when it’s dawn, dusk, or night.
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:00 pm (UTC)[He made it sound reasonable and friendly. Vander had a lot of friends who were night owls and operated at night. There were a lot of elicit trades that did best when no one was looking after all.]
You know if you're hungry and not feeling it for deer, you can call me, right?
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:06 pm (UTC)I know. But I’d rather not use that privilege too much.
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:09 pm (UTC)Saving me for those hot dates on missions then. I understand and I'm not offended.
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:18 pm (UTC)For some, high-stakes missions takes the romance out of dates.
[But given the way Vander reacted to Kirk bruising and biting him…]
Then again, maybe it’s a turn-on for you.
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:24 pm (UTC)Well, I will never claim to not have a high bar for romance. Our first was a bathroom, second in an alley and third when we came back.
[He chuffed, not denying it.]
I like the fangs. They suit you. Of course, not having them will suit you too.
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:32 pm (UTC)[Confusing at times still but mostly welcomed]
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:34 pm (UTC)[He did not want to have to spell it out, but he would. More than once if he had to. Kirk needed to hear it, especially if the previous friendship had gone so sour.]
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:39 pm (UTC)I know. You mean a lot to me as a friend too.
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Date: 2025-07-01 11:52 pm (UTC)[In the end, he was a protector and he thought that aspects of Kirk needed to be protected, especially if the other man was hurting. He bowed his head and kissed the top of Kirk's crown.]
You know I'll protect you, right?
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Date: 2025-07-02 12:03 am (UTC)But despite having that thought, Kirk welcomes the kiss]
I know. You don't have to. I'm still okay.
[Well, as okay as anyone suffering from vampirism]
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Date: 2025-07-02 12:16 am (UTC)If he was ever called upon to help, he would show up without question. He rested his forearms on Kirk's shoulders in a friendly gesture.]
I know I don't have to, Kirk. I want to. You can call on me for anything, okay? I'll be here for you.
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Date: 2025-07-02 12:38 am (UTC)I'll... try.
[No guarantees though. There's a beat as he continues to hold Vander's hand. He suppose he might as well get it over with]
I've mentioned before that I grew up in a small town. Most of the jobs available were manual labor. A lot of people's ideas for a fun time involved sports, church social events, hunting for fun, or whatever crap bored teenagers with a car can think of. So for a bookish and quiet introvert like myself, it was difficult to fit in with anyone. Even my parents were never sure what to do about me. Even now I feel like my father never liked me because I was more interested in the sciences than something more tangible like football or fixing cars.
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Date: 2025-07-02 12:56 am (UTC)He listened intently, not entirely being able to relate. Yet, as a father, he actually could. He had the same issue with Powder, though she was dramatically younger by the time Vander left her life. Her interests did not match the other children as much and required special efforts on his part.]
That must have been lonely as a child and maybe even as a teen? Did you have any friends back then?
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Date: 2025-07-02 01:13 am (UTC)Not really. Heh. Though later in my teens, I did have my first girlfriend. It didn't work out but Francie and I stayed friends until we graduated high school. We had different interests and lost touch. Years later and after I transformed, I very briefly came back to my hometown. We talked until her husband decided to pick back up his old hobby of bullying me.
[And Kirk never visited Ellis again after that]
After I graduated high school, I moved out to Gotham. I went from a small town I had nothing in common with to one of the largest cities in the country that could offer me much more opportunities. I was smart enough to attend Gotham University on full scholarship and won plenty of financial aid.
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Date: 2025-07-02 04:05 am (UTC)Did you take issue with the husband taking up old habits?
[Ah yes, he had heard Kirk mention Gotham and it was not the first mention either. Jason Todd also mentioned Gotham, but it was different from Kirk's. Still, he imagined there were certain similarities in the make up of the city.]
Full scholarship, really? That's a massive opportunity.
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Date: 2025-07-02 04:24 am (UTC)[The way Kirk plainly responds and in his usual monotone strongly suggests he still doesn't regret that]
Moving to Gotham opened up a lot of possibilities for me. It was a fresh start. Suddenly, I wasn't the town freak anymore because there were plenty of others who wanted to explore what the sciences can do.
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Date: 2025-07-02 04:35 am (UTC)[Vander had thrown more than his fair share of people through windows and doors. That was the kind of neighborhood he had grown up in where keeping the peace often required stern action when people wouldn't back down.]
And you had other students with similar goals as you did. Suddenly you had people who didn't require sports to be popular.
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Date: 2025-07-02 04:47 am (UTC)[Kirk just very slightly tightens his grip on Vander]
It's where I met Will and Tina.
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Date: 2025-07-02 04:59 am (UTC)[He wondered if that was Viktor had felt like being pulled up from the undercity. He wouldn't be the first either, but mostly they worked across the bridge on and came back to the undercity and did not live in the golden city of progress.
He couldn't even imagine it honestly.]
Your future friends. [He could guess this was where the story was going based on the grip.]
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Date: 2025-07-02 05:14 am (UTC)I met Will first. Brilliant and was charismatic in a way that made it easy for anyone to like him. Another thing that was unlike me was he specialized in machines and engineering. He became my best friend.
[After Will betrayed him, Kirk wonders if Will ever saw him the same way. Or was it a lie the entire time the men knew each other]
Tina came later. I first knew her Will’s girlfriend. Also brilliant and charismatic. She was also always so kind and strong-headed.
[And should’ve been saved if Kirk had paid better attention]
The three of us became close.
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