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Date: 2026-04-12 10:28 pm (UTC)
heavensnight: (That only I feel that way)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
I'd like the same for them, too. Though any place that doesn't try to pit the weak against each other is practically a utopia. Happens where I'm from, too. [Maria didn't know if that brighter future could be here or what that could mean. and although Maria did want better for them, she didn't know how to give that to them herself.] I know. I will. And Jinx gave it to me to use. I just don't want anything to happen to it. But you're right. How can I help bring a better life if I'm not even doing anything with my own?

[they are a mess and at his question, about cleaning themselves, she moves off the bar to start getting her dress off as she stands in front of him. unzipping it and letting it fall, standing there naked for a moment. the mess down her thighs plenty obvious. before she steps closer.] If it was given form then you're not alone. Enough people like that are here and we can learn more. [she bends over, helping to take off his shoes and then his pants as she smiled.] Everything feels scarier right now but who you really are? Is the man right before me. Scared of hurting someone he cares about, wanting to make a better place for the children he cares about, and not wanting to take a chance to let the same mistakes happen. [she leans in and kisses him softly and then leaning down to press kisses along his thighs.] And that's all that matters to me.
Edited Date: 2026-04-12 10:33 pm (UTC)

Date: 2026-04-14 01:57 am (UTC)
heavensnight: (Don't prove I'm right)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
We going for optimism? [Maria erred on the side of wanting to give Sleep a real chance but she didn't think that was going to be easy. though things felt manageable with Vander. possible. but she wasn't certain if that would only be pressure for him or encouragement. both?] I did feel like I got somewhere when she gave me that gun and it does feel like a waste to not use it. Not like she gave it to me to use as decoration, right?

[Maria wanted him to be able to talk, to let out all of the darkness and sadness inside of him. he deserved that. though god was it tempting to distract themselves both from it. which was usually what they were doing and though they had talked plenty about more serious topics, she knew his heart was still hurting. from his row with Silco, from having to see what he was capable of even with her...

but she wanted him happy.]
I'm an Offering too, you know. And it's a little too on the nose for me but hey, I see you. And I'll always see you. [she presses a kiss to his thigh before teasingly biting there softly.] You always spoil your partners when trying to placate them?

Date: 2026-04-18 08:24 pm (UTC)
heavensnight: (It's funny and it's ironic)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
Never been one for that stuff either. [Maria would say she was still a realist, she'd always understood what she was up against no matter what. but what could you do? cry and give up? that wasn't who she was and she didn't think it was who Vander was either.] So we'll work on my self-defense skills and you won't see me coming back all ugly, handsome. [since obviously, that was the concern.

they'd woken up in this dream together and instantly clicked. Maria would always appreciate him for that. the first person she'd ever talked to. who had seen her. she moves her head to kiss the side of his thumb before standing up and grabbing his hands to pull him to her.]


As long as it's you with me, it'll be acceptable.

Date: 2026-04-20 03:31 pm (UTC)
heavensnight: (I'm flexible)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
Even when it isn't always obvious. [and many times it wasn't. not that Maria had ever had much of a choice. she'd always come back. but even if she had...well, Maria thinks she would have continued to keep trying. keep surviving. it was who she was.

when Vander lifts her up, she wraps her arms around his shoulders. her smile fond and soft.]


My knuckles might just get roughed up when I keep on fighting for you so I guess you have that to look forward to. [she leaned in and kissed his cheek again, nuzzling hers against his before resting her head on his shoulder.]

And just so you know? I liked that back there. We should do it again. Consider it training. I try to see how well I can fight you off. [it sounds like a joke but it hardly is.] Safe word is margarita.

Date: 2026-04-21 02:57 am (UTC)
heavensnight: (That only I feel that way)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
[Maria knew there was no fixing anything because she couldn't fix his broken heart. in the end, Vander had been hurt and she couldn't make that go away. all she could do was let him know she was here and sometimes that was all a person might need. but when he needed more, Maria would give it. whatever he would need from her, she would gladly hand it over. as long as it meant having him in her life.]

You going to call every last part of me 'beautiful'? Not complaining but even my knuckles? I guess there's a fetish for everybody. [maybe their ability to joke and have fun was one reason why they fit together well. his words made her smile grow.]

Do I fit well because of the safe word or because I'm willing to play hard? [there were plenty who could do that. even more who could do it better but she didn't want to think about that too hard. didn't want her jealousy to get the better of her. not when she had Vander with her now. all to herself with no thoughts of others to get in the way.] It didn't turn you on just a little? Not going to judge. It was all play and I know you care. I thought it was good for you to get some excess energy out.

Date: 2026-04-22 07:09 pm (UTC)
heavensnight: (If you don't want me)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
[Maria snorts. not quite in disbelief of what he's saying because she does believe that he finds her beautiful. she doesn't think that he'd make up a compliment. but she does think he is exaggerating. absolutely trying to make sure he's on her good side after what happened.] Maybe. And every other part of me as well.

[she crosses her legs as she sits and as he frames her in. even kisses him back.] You didn't answer the question, though. And that's kind of the point of a safe word. Stopping it before we get that far. For both of us. I just liked you fighting so hard to get a piece of me. It didn't scare me because I knew you wouldn't really hurt me. [she kisses him again, letting it linger before shrugging as she pulls back.] But I'd like you in all kinds of scenarios.

Date: 2026-04-24 02:00 am (UTC)
heavensnight: (That only I feel that way)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
[you can hardly fault a guy for trying to make sure he hasn't completely obliterated a relationship and Maria can't say she isn't immune to a good compliment. and they always feel a little more special when they come from Vander, always make her feel giddy in that way she has to remind herself to stomp down before he feels all of it.] And what about you? I'll want to be kissing all of you and a big guy like you? Yeah, we'll need to set aside a day.

[Maria understands his fear, specially after what he explained and how he lost his temper with Silco just now. of course Maria gets it. but maybe it was stupid blind faith but she just wasn't worried. the idea of him hurting her felt bizarre, impossible.] I'll tell you but more likely, I'd only be screaming your name, baby girl. [she gave him a sultry look, a heated want in her eyes. it was too soon but he'd made her a glutton. she could gorge herself on him alone.] I think we're always flirting and I can think of any number of fantasies. You're inspiring like that.

Date: 2026-04-28 02:23 am (UTC)
heavensnight: (I'll just deem you gay)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
Maybe you should threaten to leave me more often? Makes you real eager to make it up to me. [she helped him remove her clothing as she helped with him. the way he kissed her tattoo wasn't something she would ever grow tired of and she sighed as she wiggled out of her dress.] Though at this point, I'm more irritated you tore my underwear. Now I'll have to wear those weird thong bikini bottoms that are around here. [sure her underwear had been a thong but the material was different. oh well.

at his offer, she raised an eyebrow.]
You have to ask? I swear, you get it up more than a teenager. [and she spread her legs more than one. Maria felt hungry so often and whenever she started to feel the detachment hunger brought to her, she was desperate to feed. and Vander could feed her well. it worked out that way and he hadn't complained. Maria couldn't imagine he ever would.

her fingers traveled down his chest, now that his shirt was gone, and to his stomach. her eyes stayed on his as they moved then to his cock as she stroked him.]
Who else is going to keep you this well-fucked? [the reality was that Maria knew he could find plenty of partners. he had clearly been a slut in his youth if the stories he told were anything to go by and she didn't think his age would stop that. he'd find others. it wouldn't be hard. by pure chance they'd found each other in the dream and then again here. anybody else...? jealousy over an imaginary partner reared its ugly head and she felt it rise inside of her. burning and nauseating. ridiculous.

she leaned in to whisper in his ear.]
You'll never meet someone who wants your cock as much as I do. [her hand slowed as she pumped his length in her hand.] Who wants to please you as much as I do. Remember how happy I look when my lips are wrapped around you? One day we should see if I can come from sucking your cock alone. Bet I could. [as her hand moved faster, she moaned near his ear.] Vander. I love fucking you. I'd let you do it whenever, wherever, you wanted. And I really do mean wherever.

Date: 2026-04-30 12:40 am (UTC)
heavensnight: (Say it's hard)
From: [personal profile] heavensnight
Hey, it takes two to tango. You were just as eager for it rough. [she makes a face as if she just realized something.] Wait, silly me. You didn't actually confirm how much you enjoyed that. We may never know. [she was being very sarcastic but knew he wouldn't mind at all. it was how they got on.] Good thing you can be open about liking me in a thong. It's the little things.

[part of her whole deal was the high sex drive. apparently being a dream woman did that to you. but being here was a whole other story. her appetite was ridiculous and his sexual drive wasn't so far behind her constant hunger. they kept up with each other and there really wasn't a need to seek out other people. not for her, anyway. Vander was enough. not even just physically but mentally, emotionally. Vander was more than enough. a pleased shiver went through her not only at his kisses but his words.] Touché, handsome. [already, her voice was becoming breathless and she imagined that alone could stroke his ego.

Maria wanted his marks, his touch, his presence, on every part of her. sometimes she initiated fucking him simply for that reason alone. their tether was strong, it felt unbreakable, but Maria didn't think she could ever feel him enough. if it was possible, she'd fuck him all day just to be close. keep him tangled up in her, with her. Maria didn't know if she would ever have enough of him. his teeth on her skin made her breath hitch and his words made her heart lurch in her chest. some smaller part of her was embarrassed he must have felt her (unfounded) jealousy and another part of her only felt her strong feelings for him grow and grow.

there's something she should say, right? she should tell him how she feels, how much she needs him, and how she cannot imagine ever letting him go without a fight. how happy he's made her and how she never thought she could find somebody like him. somebody she could love—

ah.

she'd known. deep down, she had known and yet...

Vander picks her up before she can say a single word. he miraculously fits into the bath and has her in his lap. Maria wants to say something and she looks into his eyes, opening her mouth before she leans in to kiss him. her breasts are pressed against his chest, his cock rubbing against her stomach, and her arms wrapped around him.]
Vander...[it's mumbled out and her tongue finds his mouth and this kiss is hardly very graceful. if anybody were to see them, it must look like she's desperate to take his air or something to that effect.

and then she's lifting her hips and moving so she can sink down onto his cock. so he can stretch her, so she can feel all of him inside of her. a filthy, loud moan escapes between their joined mouths and she pulls back so her blue eyes can gaze on him. taking one of his hands to her breast so he can touch her, she begins the dance they know so well.]


Tell me how much you want me. How you need me. Tell me because I need you. Fuck, I need you so badly...

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